Having a parent with epilepsy is not easy or fun. Its hard, like really fucking hard. Its heartbreaking having to see them go through the seizures knowing they have no control over their body, they just look helpless. For those few moments you think holy shit this could be it, I could loose them. When they come around then its a whole new story, they don’t know you, where they are, they’re clueless, like their memory has been washed for a few minutes. Its hard being forgotten for a short time, but you learn to deal with it. I think people forget that epilepsy is an illness, that lots of people fight it on a daily basis and the people who do are brave, and so very strong. But so are their loved ones who get forgotten about for a moment. They are brave and strong for them when they can’t be for them self in those minutes where it all counts.
Well, let me tell you a story, about a girl and a boy, he fell in love with his best friend, when she’s around, he feels nothing but joy, but she was already broken, and it made her blind, but she could never believe that love would ever treat her right, did you know that I loved you or were you not aware? You’re the smile on my face and I ain’t going nowhere. I’m here to make you happy, I’m here to see you smile
I’ve been wanting to tell you this for a long while
What’s gonna make you fall in love?
Disney music makes me so happy. It makes me feel like a 6 year old girl again, who’s highlight of her day was getting into bed at night and watching a Disney Movie. From Hakuna Matata to You’ve Got a Friend in Me, it just makes me happy. Brings back happy memories. Disney is Happiness.
"We can’t choose where we come from, but we can choose where we go from there"
When i pass my test i’ll get a VW beetle convertible then after I finish my A-levels and go to Uni and get my degree in Mental Health Nursing, I’m going into the Navy for a few years, Travel the world. Then get a job in Mental Health Management, get a house and maybe a new car and then settle down and start a family have 3 kids named Hudson, Hallie and Brooklyn and live happily knowing I did everything I wanted to in life.